But I did it! I finally made 15 minute miles. And I while I feel happy about that, my body thinks that I suck. You can't please everybody.
I'm sharing with you, not to brag, but to encourage. If I can do it, you can do it. I'm not small, petite or sculpted. What I am is big...and hot. I can't help that. Good genes. I digress. I'm not bragging because I'm doing what I should've been doing for a long time now. I'll always be a bigger person, but I'm this big because I got okay with being fat and lazy. That's not okay, and becoming a better care taker of your body is hard. The bottom line is if I had been doing what I should've been doing, this would be a lot easier.
I'm not gonna quit because it's hard. Nope. I'm gonna do that half marathon next year. I'm just gonna work harder and get better at being better to myself. That's saying no to things that taste better than they are for my body. That's saying I will work out even though I don't want to. That's being real with myself that I am not getting younger, and I don't want to need a scooter to go shopping.
I did it. Next goal is 4 fifteen minute miles. I will do it. Hide and watch.
